2005

11/01/05: Pretty words can't say enough.

6/22/05: I also want to apologize for how things ended the other day and I hope that we can try to make everything alright. I know a lot of stuff went unanswered when I left and I am sorry about that.
I will however be honest and answer anything that you need to know.
I want to be friends the way we should have been.

2004

8/31/04: forever onwards

4/23/04: i think with all the static in the air this whole place could go up like forth of july. (but as always, well have roses for the dead and for the dead at heart.)

1/15/04: time spent living

1/7/04: the lost art of conversation

1/6/04: come back

2003

3/20/03: the world has gone mad (picture series)

2002

7/13/02: A Capricious Bearer of Mixed Blessings or.../ A Letter That Takes Eight Years to Arrive (new version)

1/25/02: behind the fall lines we cast flood lights for your eyes and its the natural distinction that tragedy = the tailor of modern thought. i re-read my history books to see how many times you ruined rome.

1/12/02: A Capricious Bearer of Mixed Blessings or.../ A Letter That Takes Eight Years to Arrive

2001

11/6/01: Five Days Underwater

11/4/01: the face in the sun

10/31/01: why don't you love me anymore?

10/2/01: in heaven, everything is fine.

9/27/01: nothing doing

9/2/01: I still think you're beautiful despite everything you've done.

7/31/01: I want to find a love that does not hurt.

7/29/01: i am stuck inbetween.

7/25/01: drowing our sorrows with the devil's advocate

7/22/01: journey through why

4/28/01: Sometimes...you're just too late

4/27/01: that which does not kill me can only make me stonger

4/26/01: I miss you

4/14/01: i wonder what you're thinking when you tell me that

4/8/01: it never used to be this way

4/4/01: i'm tearing apart inside

3/26/01: i stay / you go / two autumns / (buson)

3/25/01: she says she still loves me, and i believe her.. but nothing feels the same...

3/24/01: ...she's the tear inside my soul forever

3/23/01: a world infinitely more beautiful than this

3/14/01: She's come undone.

3/13/01: It's Not So Bad

3/10/01: i thought that it was suffering, but it was only the plot...thickening

3/9/01: exhuming lost thoughts

3/7/01: life isn't all you can fit inside a fist.

2/24/01: It seems I have forgotten who I am.

2/23/01: Growing Horns

2/23/01: Growing Wings

2/15/01: If an angel losts it's wings, do you think it could still fly?

2/10/01: A royal hanging

2/9/01: play me like a synthesizer

1/29/01: Icons are power, trust your doctor

1/28/01: winter is here, unlike yourself.

1/27/01: is this where we change the world?

1/26/01: What to say when there is nothing to say.

1/24/01: The leaves were beating me in a race, but then they died and i won

1/20/01: The Abstraction was an Attraction (exorcism)

1/19/01: loadedgun

1/18/01: one, two, three, four

1/17/01: I gave myself to him but he gave me back to me

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